My suicidal ideations were mostly obsessive compulsive. They went for sometimes 7 a minute. I (with medication) have learned to change my habitual thinking. Therapy also helped me to think better about myself. The usual thoughts are unworthy to be alive, I want to be invisible, I shouldn't be alive. But I stop the circle thinking and replace it with healthier thoughts. Then, the bad doesn't take over.

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