i got my records from one hospital stay and all i have to say is WOW...the notes in there. are like...

they like talk about me like im mentally retarted. apparently they put schizoaffective bipolar type and said affect was flat. and said like...omg...just it was literally maybe 40 pages of me. this thick packet. thats just 1 hospital stay out of what? maybe 20 in my life.

they put i was "child like" "slow speech" "extremely severe psychosocial stressors" "flat affect" "responding to internal stimuli. difficult to interview"

and just on and on and on 40 pages or so.