Sorry its been so long. A lot of stressful things happened. First of all I regressed/ dissociated for a very long time. Its from the stress, its my coping mechanism which is getting worse each year. Its never lasted days before. I see my writings in my journal. Very sad. So a lot of stress happened then. I found out that before we move, the house will cost between 10-30,000 dollars to repair. Then mom's sickness got worse. Coughs so loud that heads explode. No sign of getting better. On top of that mom's credit card was stolen (online). This has happened so many times its not funny. We attract the Dark Ones (Demons). I go between the 1984 Earth and the 2013 Earth all the time. I am completely hopeless. The War is near, the worlds will collide. The China problem still exists. I see the Dark Ones everywhere. Next year is the year of Darkness, Hell on Earth... OK maybe just hell for us. The Sun's brightness for the rest of the world will is happiness. The economy will race on. Disasters will be low. I don't know when the collision will take place, along with the war. But before then expect great things for the entire world, except a storm cloud over my (new dinky) house. I am crying for help, to the angels above. To God. Tears running down my multiple chinned face. Everyone will need surgery next year. My heart explodes from the stress. I can't figure out what to write right now.