I am sorry,really sorry I post here too much, I post here way too much.

Everything is getting worse... My depression is getting really severe at times,& It is getting extremely hard to get out of bed. Now, I am getting really suicidal, & there isn't much keeping me back. Been getting urges to SI to...

Lately, I've been really paranoid, & i ahve also been hallucinating.

why? why does this happen to me?