Don't worry about posting too much. That is not a problem. We are here when you need us and sounds like you do. Have you contacted your doctor? This sounds very serious to me. Please call the doctor or go to the ER. You shouldn't be having to suffer this bad.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
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