Even though all of my scans have come back showing no tumors/cancer and all my tests are normal but one (my DHEA is raising back up again), the last time I saw the doctor she was like "I don't understand why you don't have cancer" so anytime I feel anything that may or may not be a lump I start panicking that I really do have cancer. I don't want to die before being able to experience love and a career and just life in general.

If my anxiety wasn't bad enough, why did the doctor pretty much tell me that I should have cancer?! I don't…or at least I didn't two weeks ago but I don't think they scanned my entire body so what if I have tumors in my arms or legs? Can you tell if you're sick before it's too late? And I refuse to lose my hair so what do I do for treatment…not to mention that I'll lose my insurance next summer.