@willow

yea some pdocs are like that. even some mental health professionals in general.

iif what your saying is true (and i dont doubt you at all) then you do have aspects of psychosis. now im no doctor. but i do know that just because you realize you have psychosis doesnt mean your not psychotic. and just because you dont talk to the voices doesnt mean arent. you know what i mean.

anyway
regarding the internal stuff its real hard to tell if those are voices. because they can easily be thoughts and not voices. idk what you personally hear so i can only tell you from my experience and you can see if its anything similar to mine. - my voices inside of my head sometimes do say random things. they are not my thoughts. they are other genders and different ages and sometimes demonic. - but sometimes docs have told me that that is thought insertion. which is similar to voices but its like telepathic kinda voices.

anyway jsut my experience. more on that if you wanna know.