I've had doctors doubt me. Thinking I am a mendacious LIAR that deserves to burn eternally in Hell. People are evil, possessed by demons. I've had so much hell lately. But my voices for the most part are external, but my thought insertion is internal (I guess?). I see things outside my head, such as demons (aka Dark Ones), aliens and government agents. The Watchers, spy agencies everywhere. Some people have insight into their psychosis, some doctors would view that as a warning sign though. Most have no insight into psychosis as a general rule. I don't think I'm psychotic but the docs keep on saying I am. My external voices are different volumes from whispering to screaming commands. I get the random voices and thoughts as well. In fact I named one of my voices as the "random phrase guy." Its very hard to think, I have depression right now. Have been depressed for a long time.
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