The more I think about the session tonight, the more I see how it actually was meaningful. It just seems so manipulative or sneaky of me to use an indirect situation to process my "stuff" about T with him. How annoying must that be for T?? Like talking about a relational issue that came up with someone else, but it all applies to what is going on for me with my T. Seriously all subconscious and I didn't even put two and two together until now. Even some of the questions T asked me and things he said make sense within the context of our T relationship. Ackkk! This is getting too deep...