Thanks everybody for the support, it did help to see if it was just me feeling that way.

Talked to her about everything, she kept telling me that she' s having emotional distress and that time is the only thing that will help her to fully commit herself and im willing to wait for that.

I did talk to a coworker and was told about the fully committed thing if we go long distance is that I'm not really asking for that but just exclusitivity

is that what it is?