not a test, i don't think. i think it is about protecting myself from the inevitable hurt of him simply not being able to meet the needs of certain parts.

but yeah i guess it would be nice if he implicitly understood that...

because sometimes t's back off themselves (kind of react the same) or beat you up a little or whatever.

self protection i guess.

though maybe a little test as to how he handles my variety of self protection. dunno. like i said i was thinking of not going back... but i figure thats not very mature. if i do go back i think i will be a bit withdrawan. i know that isn't very mature either... but sometimes it is about making the best of a crappy situation i guess.