I want a relationship...but every time I am in one I feel caged. I feel like I will never be good enough. I end up pushing them away. I continually doubt myself, which causes me to act stupid and then UGH. I just never feel right in relationships. Things usually start fine, then I just snap. Every time! I start getting upset at them for no reason, we fight all the time. I get OVERLY clingy. It's just crazy!! Why is this? Are these things related to my disorders? Or is this something else?