such abundance of energy emotional energy forces one to be quietly satisfied!

...to be functional for moments unbelievably left in the dark..

I know nothing!

my movements in this life are dangerous and yet I safely navigate...

I safely navigate my destruction....

I have felt death and now I un-expect life...

my illness captivates me even less....

I adore those I love....

so much I cannot cope!

...and in the meantime I shake my hands shake.....

I wish I was not so sick