I am in the bad habit of triggering my own manic episodes. I feel so awesome when I'm manic that I often deprive myself of sleep or take too many stimulants to trigger an episode. I have even skipped my mood stabilizer to induce the high. I know it's horrible but I don't ever want to stop. It's exactly like being on meth except the drugs are in my head!

Does anyone else like to trigger mania?