I've been with my fiance for six years. He claims he loves me, but yet every time I have a bad episode he says he's going to leave me. We had a fight over some stupid crap this morning and I started shouting at him. He again says he is planning on leaving me. But yet he never does. I want him to understand my Bipolar, but he seems to just refuse to do so. He has had some clothes packed away in garbage bags the past few weeks. I feel incredibly sad right now. He never leaves, but always says he will because I "treat him badly". I just started to see a psychiatrist for this, and we're still trying to find a mix of meds that works for me. I don't hate him, I just take my problems out on him, and this happens. I feel so worthless. Rant over.