As you well know, if you have been following my posts, I have problems showing emotions and feelings, its something we are working on while we are working on issues and csa.

While I was disclosing something somewhat difficult, my eyes welled up a bit a big NO NO with me so I got really uncomfortable and started wiggling around , she noticed, I started squinting my eyes, I didnt want to rub them, I didnt want to be that obvious.

So she said " you can have a tissue sweepy if you need one they are right beside you" OMG !!!!!! she called me out, I know she means well and she is my stronghold and I work very well with her, but she knows that is one of my weaknesses.

I took the tissue box and kind of shoved it real hard to the other side of the table hiding it and said I dont need a damn tissue!!!!! and she said " ok sweepy" I am getting more and more vulnerable, I guess I should apologize for shoving those tissues the way I did next session.