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Originally Posted by granite1
omg I get this lol .last session I was tearing up and I could hardly hold it back my eyes kept tearing and even leaking some but I would quickly wipe with hand .at one point she said I needed to hear what she was saying and that I needed to look at her .I shook my head no.she asked if it was because I was going to cry  .I said NO I wasn't and that made me be able to pull it all back in and under control .I will never let her see me like that |
Omg granite, isnt that the most scariest thing ever!!!!!! this was the first time ever she caught me out there. Next thursday I am going to be more careful, I am going to tell her sorry for shoving the tissue box so hard, and that I understand the offering of the tissue and thank her, but thats it for that conversation. I dont know how I let myself become so transparent usually I have good warning signs and I can stop this, but her sweet mellow voice just swallowed me.