Arghh I understand. I can't handle tears in myself unless I'm alone. With a couple of friends it's just about tolerable for a brief moment. Last session I was on the edge of weeping and just panicked - the idea of actually really crying in therapy makes my flesh creep.

I've bizarrely got worse about this since starting with my T. At the intake session, I couldn't quite keep it together and I had a couple of choking sobs, it didn't bother me unduly, but now the thought of that terrifies me *headdesk*