I don't want to go today either but if I can do it you can, right?

If it makes you feel better, I did something monumentally stupid too - I sent such a poorly worded (ie garbled, after rather a lot of wine) text to my T that made no sense but kind of looks like I have a crush on her This is utterly not cool. I don't have any attraction, transference or otherwise, towards my T. My stupid subconscious clearly thinks it'd be funny to sabotage my therapy.

Yeah, not really looking forward to discussing it later.