Sweepy, I know how you feel! I absolutely refuse to cry in front of my T. Although she keeps tissues close to me, I actually bring a handkerchief to session. If I start to tear up and spill over (rarely), I want to take care of it on my own. It's totally dumb, but I feel like having the handkerchief somehow lessens how weak I appear. It probably doesn't, but it does make me feel better. Also, my handkerchiefs are cute and monogrammed. So, that helps too!!