I think that life just IS...I do believe in God and I've seen some small miracles in my life. I've been given strength before to get through rough time, and so far my "getting through" score is 100%...But sometimes it just gets so hard. Life just happens, life keeps going and everything doesn't stop just because I've had enough. "What is is what must be" and all that jazz...The spiritual angle can help me sometimes, but when the depression creeps in God feels so very far away. When I'm doing alright, I can (and do) get through anything. Depression just puts blinders on my soul. It helps me to focus on helping other people. No matter what I'm going through there is always someone who needs help. That usually makes me feel better. But it's hard when I don't feel I have anything left to give.