I have grown up being emotionally abused, and physical abuse. Also molested by my baby sitter. I also grew up poor and was picked on at school over it so I didn't make any friends. This is because I got constantly labelled, picked on by the teachers and staff. So my mother eventually took me out of school, and I became very isolated. In real life I can barely talk. I have experienced a lot of trauma with my parents addictions such as gambling, and being threaten that they'll start drinking again. Then my parent ran over my dog and got angry at me prior to that everyone in my home were fighting the dog snuck out. Theres so much hurt and fear in me that I can't shake.