I've had "anger issues" since I was a child. Started punching and kicking holes in walls since I was about 14 ( I'm 49 now). Slamming doors was my way to vent before I realized I could kick. Now I'm on Geodon and practically anger free. I stopped all my meds a few months ago, except for the Geodon. My counter tops and table have holes in them where I stabbed them with a screwdriver. Can't go off the Geodon. Too risky. I busted a glass top stove with the same screwdriver. I used to blame it on my father. He's an asshole. Parents divorced when I was four and he keeps a nasty temper and attitude. Always thought I got it from him. I just figure by now, he's unmedicated, and I not. If I go to hell for the people I wanted to kill because they pissed me off...I'll be the first one in line. ...NOT going off the Geodon!