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Originally Posted by Macrick
It depends on what kind of person YOU want to become. Friends, Lovers & Acquaintances are reflections of who you are OR who you want to become.
I was in a messy situation like you once. (No, I ain't a druggie) Anyway, long story short, you should least TRY to move on building a better life for yourself.
Once, you are ready, you will know. Then, let a suitable man into your life. When I mean suitable, I don't mean a gold mine. But least he can support himself & have a personality you DESIRE. Hope, it helps.
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That is a strange thing btw.. I noticed than once he left I started feeling like I am not good enough, not smart enough for him. He was always interested in history and politics etc. Now I feel like I have to do something to prove him that I am good. I was happy in our relationship so I never had friends and now I can't find people that I would like because I am a bit different from the others, I just don't like most of the people around me and don't force myself to socialise with them.
I became lonely. Even tho I want to be a better person and I believe I worth to be happy, everything I do now seems to be unbelievably hard, useless. I feel weak.
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