Hey, so as some of you may remember I cancelled my session with T last week and I regretted it a lot. I had huge problems coping and didn't manage to reach out to T to ask for help or for my session back.. well today I finally had my session, I was so stressed out that I had fever and felt physically ill.

I wanted to update you! It turned out to be exactly as you said, she was sorry to hear that I had been in pain and feared to contact her to ask for my session back and said that I should have done it. I couldn't explain in words what else we talked about, I was really really nervous - and T noticed it - and I talked about random things and feelings because I've had so much going on since last time. We overran a little bit. And since now I might get a full time job and was worried about how to see her, T told me once again not to worry because she's not dumping me and is going to see me after work. I finally felt relieved after two tough weeks.

By the way: last Friday I was sitting on a bench during "my" missing hour and spent a lot of time wondering who could have taken it.
Here's what T said today: "Ambra, your hour is just yours and nobody else's. I actually kept it for you last week, just in case. I didn't see anyone else in this space/time and I don't plan to as long as it's yours. If you want it back last minute, it's there for you as well as I am".
This is no big deal, I know - but since I constantly think I'm not worth it... it made my day.