All well said. I believe in God and yet I am deeply depressed. I am in pain All the time and it is wearing me out. It is more than I can handle, but my faith is separate from my circumstances. It does comfort me, even if it doesn't change what I am going through.
I do my best to distract myself, which is what you can do too Kendyll.

Grief is hard, so I really feel for you. It takes time to heal and remember the good stuff, not our loneliness.

I hope you are able to do some of the suggestions from others here, even take a walk to get out for a little while.

I play games on here or watch a movie while I work on a project. It's all we can do, help ourselves. No one can do it for us.

I like your term 'situational'. I use that word too! My doc put it in quotes in my chart, "patients' term" for the depression I was explaining was due to a situation. Seems logical! Hope you can find some cheer in our mutual support