I was in college having my kids, when everything fell apart and I dx with bipolar, severe depression, I became suicidal, and I was pregnant with twins that were miracle babies. Most meds are safe when you are pregnant, your ob will know, so will the person who is giving you your meds. It is ok about college, if you have a strong enough will and desire you will figure it out, even if you put it on the back burner for a bit. Like secretsinme, I had to go through the process of filing with state to beable to have financial aid giving back to me to finish my degree. I have 6 kids, 2 sets of twins, about 2- 2 and yrs apart, I know how hard it is!!!!!!!! I almost believe from my heart there is no such thing as a mistake.