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Originally Posted by texvet
I am so sorry you're going through this. Loving an addict, recovering or not, can be a horribly painful experience. I hope that therapy and time will help you to move forward and love yourself enough to realize you're better off without him. You will, one day, find that you have more strength than you ever knew you had! It's just a matter of getting to that day of epiphany. Take care of yourself in the meantime. Perhaps try to stop trying to make sense of his actions. You'll never figure out the answers on your own, and every day you spend trying to find them is one day that you are not moving forward.
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I used to think that if I want to move on, understanding of the situation is important. But now I am giving up really. I can't get the answers even with my therapist. I am tired of crying and being pathetic because of a person who is took care of himself long time ago and probably every time I write to him he says "oh look, it's her again, will she stop?". I believed we loved each other in a way that not everyone does, that we learned how to value love coz we nearly lost few times. We were caring about each other every day, every hour. Now it is like it is not him, like if he died.
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