Thanks all!
I started this journey because my mother died when she was 32 years old. Since I was only 2, I don't really know much about her but in my eyes she was somebody. I've been told that she was always a happy person.
I too have a fear of dying (as I will be 29 in a few weeks) and having nothing to show for it. I don't want to be a waste of life anymore! I know tomorrow is never a promise so I feel the need to live today! I have made many changes in the last 9 months, most of them were very hard choices to make. But I can only hope that I am doing it all to better myself... It might be wishful thinking but I'll be damned if I'm going to die a nobody!
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~Wham
"Show me how BIG your BRAVE is!"

Sara Bareilles