Not a good day, having more bad ones than good. I am usually
texting hog, but I feel like turning my phone off today. Extremely
down. Everything wuz just coming at me all at once, it wuz just too
much. My son and his severe ADHD, fighting terribly w mother, my
ex and dealing w his disappearing act...However, I have closed that
chapter yesterday. Not my responsibility anymore. Mother pushed
me WAYYY over the edge yest, there wuz some SI, but I diected
my anger in result of intentionally breaking her glasses. She aplolgized,
but.. emotionally wounds are there. She asked me if I wuz sorry for
doin that and for an apology, I replied, No, I am not. Not very positive
, I am afraid; just how I feel... Long time coming. I tried to "remove" myself
from her, but I wuz trapped into emotional abyss. Sorry soo long, thx for
listening.