some of them dont sound like "friends". Just be carefull who you tell about your depression IF that it the route you think about taking. Sometimes people that have depression can sometimes make bad decisions. I have told two people that I work with about my depression and thats it. It os very hard to keep friends with depression, we can be seen as a "wet blanket". Sorry I dont mean to add to your depression. Your real friends will stick with you through thick and thin.Best wishes to you.