ugh christmas- the pressure to be happy, to do all these extra activities, to buy presents… all in addition to the normal activities of life that I can't even keep up with…

I thought this year would be a happy christmas, as I'm newly engaged and living with a loving partner and I don't have to work christmas day like I used to, but I was overwhelmed and put off by 2 days after thanksgiving… and I haven't even started shopping yet or put up a tree…