Looking like my life may soon be turned upside down. Again. This thing is not for sure, but in discussion (read: essentially, being told) last night…. it's enough to have me very concerned. It is virtually the same set of factors that sent me into a tailspin and long horrid mixed episode the last time they converged. DO.NOT.WANT.

It's not like it contains no positives. It does. Potentially substantial, but that is talking long term payoff. I'm not good in holding out for the long term, especially when "short" term is a potent stability-assaulting "perfect storm".

(And because I cannot help but use humor to decompress… The whole thing actually could be avoided altogether by a sudden large influx of money. I am SO getting one of those lottery tickets…)