I wish I could be ok with the situation, it would make it easier, but I am not. I feel hurt and angry that he doesn't understand my feelings. He usually makes plans to see friends or he goes to see his family to see how they are doing and to do things for them. Meanwhile I am here alone and without anyone to turn to for help with anything. Right now I feel like I don't have a right to complain because I haven't worked in almost 2 years due to depression and we are struggling because of it. He is angry that I am still not working yet, depression or not. But he has been this way for the 10 years that we have been together. He tried to cut back once but it didn't last long. When he tries to cut back on seeing his family they call and pressure him and make him feel guilty. They don't care much for me and don't really care that I have nobody else but him. He will usually be gone at least one day on the weekend, sometimes both days. A few times he has been gone the entire weekend without coming home to sleep even. Sometimes he doesn't even call and I am worried that something happened to him. He doesn't have any consideration for my feelings. I needed to hear from others that I am not the crazy one for wanting my partner to spend time at home, so thank you all for your support.