It's been awhile since I checked in...

I was doing really great for awhile, but in the past week or so, I have fallen off the tracks and have been severely restricting. The only good thing I can say is that it isn't because my ED has gotten worse, it's because I have been incredibly anxious and depressed and I tend to not eat during times like these, so I'm not doing it on purpose. Unfortunately, this was sparked by an event that caused my PTSD to resurface, but I'm working with my T and pdoc to get this all under control so hopefully I'll be back on track soon. But that is one thing that sucks about an ED. It's so easy to fall back into old habits when something else comes up...

At least I'm not weight conscious anymore. My scale has been stored under my bathroom sink for over a month now, other than when I wanted to see if I had lost weight after having the flu and not being able to eat for 3 full days, and that was because I was actually concerned about my health, not actually the weight itself.