A couple years ago around about this time of year I wrote a thread which was entitled "I don't want to waste the next year like I did this one", or something like that.

I had wasted 2011 and I didn't want to waste 2012 the same way.

The thing is now it's 2013 and I have wasted 2011, 2012 and 2013 consecutively.

Some of it has been due to depression and anxiety and all that, but really it just feels like I've been living in my own head the last 3 years and I need a dose of reality or something to break me out of it.

Anyway, I have wasted another year, and I hope this stops soon cos I'm tired of wasting my life.

Having said that I'm sure I'll waste tomorrow too. I have therapy and no other plans.