I'm acting classic BPD, as always. But I don't want this to ruin yet ANOTHER relationship for me. I try my hardest to explain why I am the way I am, and to try to not act....crazy. But I have hit one of my lowest-if not THE lowest-time in my life. This is making me feel so hopeless. I have no motivation....no will. How do I go on? It's hard enough to feel this way, I don't want to drag him down with me T-T What do I do?