Should I mention that I may seem peculiar because i've done alot of strange reading and theorizing?
until these issues started taking over I was trying to teach my self calculus and reading all i could on physics, quantum physics, string theory, pretty much every thing i could get my hands on.. maybe this was an obsession? I'm trying to figure out if i've had obsession problems, but its kind of hard for me to see it i guess.. although i tend to go overboard with most things i get into.. like playing a video game 24/7 until i get where i want to be, or reading about something i cant figure out till my eyes bleed?
I like to figure things out and understand how things work, i always figured my curiosity was healthy..
but anyway, would it make much a difference to tell them that i dont think like the person they may think i am? since i used to drink pretty much everyday, i feel like they may think that im not on the right level or something