Went back to the old house today to get some of the stuff that I want to have up here. It was so overwhelming, and has been every time I've been there. I feel like I ought to have managed it better, and gotten something done last time I went there, ... And I think that I have used up all of my help vouchers too. I get there and just fall apart. I wander around aimlessly and cry.

I'll post more in the morning. I am too tired, but I could really use some support right now.

Thanks,
Rap