I think it really is possible...I just don't know how possible until I ask. The more I think about it this new beginning seems really good. The question is do I want to bog down this fantastic new start with the "drama" of waiting for him to answer. The more I think about it...the less I want to do it. I asked my mom what she thought and her main concern is all this good work stops if he says no...which I really don't see happening but really anything is possible I guess. Just thinking...I guess that maybe it is NOT worth the "risk". Maybe...it really is just time to move on. I kinda feel bad for the way things ended and I kinda feel like I "owe" him the opportunity, if just this once, to jump back on as my pdoc. But is guilt really a reason to do something? Not really! Haven't made a final decision but I think it's leaning more towards just moving on without giving him the opportunity to be my pdoc again! I don't want to be in knots waiting for one big MAYBE. It just doesn't seem like a healthy thing for me to do.

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