Very depressed again. Slept most of the day. Feeling very hopeless and helpless. I received a call yesterday from a friend that suffers depression and anxiety. She has been in the hospital for 8 weeks now. She was crying so hard she couldn't talk. She is able to email so I got an email from her. They are wanting to send her to a residential program which means she will have to sell her house. She is broken hearted. This has really upset me because I'm afraid I'll never see her again. She used be so together and had her on business and it is all just gone. She has made several suicide attempts. I don't have another friend to turn to. I have missed her. Last week is the first I had heard from her since she went inpatient, since I didn't know how to get in touch with her. I was hoping she was improving. I'm so disappointed. And they talking about sending her out of state for this residential program. I'm sorry, I'm just rambling now, but haven't been this depressed in a month. Thanks for letting share.