Hey.
First know there are people here for you, even when you feel alone.
I SI as well, and it's about the only thing that takes away from the internal pain and struggles. But in the end, I feel awful.
I was cheated on by my fiance and was used by a bunch of guys shortly after the breakup. So you could imagine how unwanted and unloved I am/was feeling. The important thing that you need to start doing is learning to love yourself. Because when you love yourself, you don't need anyone else you love you.
What do you mean you cry too much for someone like you? Tell me your hobbies, interests, your major?
If you felt numb, I don't think you would be cutting. I think you feel pain. And lots of it.
I know this is cliché, but try therapy. If one therapist doesn't work, try a new one. If that one doesn't work, try another still. There will be one person you are comfortable talking to. If you have any close family or friends, their support could mean the difference between life and death.
Either way, you have us here. We are all going through it. We are here to help.
Mandi
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