Lately, I'm paranoid that everyone secretly hates me and is talking about me. Often, I worry that I disgust people.
Today, with these two people that I just met, I was so nervous at breakfast that I couldn't stop shaking. They probs think I'm an alcoholic with the shakes.
After, I cried on my floor until a friend came over to take care of me all day. I'm invited to a get together tonight, but I'm afraid to go because I've convinced myself that I'm not wanted.
Is this normal GAD stuff?
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Bipolar I, Panic, GAD, Chronic Insomni
OCD and Agoraphobic tendencies
Possible Borderline Personality Disorder
Meds: Lamatical
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