My bipolar makes me very angry. I don't fight with my husband but I'm amazed he stays. The only think that really helps me is meds - benzos or anti psychotics. Have you decided to remove all meds? I can relate about chores as well. This past funk has left me barely showering or dressing let alone cleaning. I wonder if you felt numb bc you were on too high of a dose or the wrong meds? Maybe now is a good time to get a 2nd opinion, and give yourself a well deserved break. Maybe it's too much to be grappling with the idea of pregnancy and a new business. I know for me the holidays bring enough stress.

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