Thanks spllitimage. =)

My lack of serenity was of my own doing. I'll admit, something anger and sadness feel so normal to me, that I don't realize it's so harmful until I start seeing adds for beer on tv or on bulletin boards and think it sounds like a good idea. Then I get in enough pain to do the work that I know will make me feel better. It's getting better. Although, I quit smoking. It's day 3. So I'm a little arrrrrrrrrrgish hahaha. I day at a time right? Hehe