I've decided to let my doctor know I want to do this... after all I'm not a doctor and I don't know what I'm doing. I've come off of adderall before cold turkey and while the first two weeks sucked I felt fine after that but I don't know what to expect from the benzos or antidepressants and I need his help. I have an appointment with him this week and I'm going to talk with him about it. I'm familiar with Beyond Meds and read their harm reduction guide last week. I found their site pretty helpful and it gives me hope. I've come to realize that this is going to be a long process and I need professional help if possible but it's something I feel I need to do so I'm doing it. I'm really nervous though.