I'm 24 and have struggled with binging for as long as I can remember. I don't \understand what my problem is. I think I'm insane. Why do I eat and eat and eat. I just feel so sick afterward. The other day I bought some brownie mix in oder to have it available in case friends came over. Instead of putting it in the cupboard, I ate it. Dry. All of it. This is gross! Not only did I eat the brownie mix, but I ate a 3/4 of a jar of peanut butter, some ice cream, ect. I had also stolen 6 king sized candy bars from work that day (my average number) and totally binged at a potluck dinner. What is my problem!!! At this rate I will literally be dead by the time I'm 26. Can anyone out there help me? I really need some support and accountability. Few people know about my problem, because amazingly enough I dont' look obese right now. I completed a marathon in the fall, and my metabolism is still high from that.

I'm headed out for a 13 mile run to burn off the 3 sandwiches and 8 servings of ice cream I had for breakfast. (Plus about 1100 calories worth of other foods.) I'm not even joking about this although I know it must all sound so obsurd. Somebody, PLEASE HELP ME!!! I'm scared of what I might do to myself if I can't get this under control!!!!