I have Bipolar I, Depressed, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Fibromyalgia and arthritis. I am only 50. I should not be this sick! I have tried about 20 different antidpressants, and they all don't work. It makes me want to die. I'm not saying that I am going to kill myself. I just wish I were dead.

My ex and I broke up in May of 2011, and I have yet to find a man I like well enough to have a relationship with. I've dated, and it has not been a very good experience. The last man I dated was on drugs, which I found out on the fourth date. I am so lonely. I just want to sleep all the time to tune out my reality.

Is there anyone out there who can tell me something to make me feel better?