I literally have been crying every day for years. I don't remember the last day I didn't cry. I have done about 15 years of counseling/therapy. I am on 150 mg of Effexor. I often cry 2 hours a day. The emotional pain is there at the surface when I wake up every morning. Its like my body releases pain during the night and in the morning - boom - there it is. I feel like I have no choice but to work thru the pain because its often so overwhelming. I am trying to heal from a very bad childhood but cannot get any relief from the pain - anyone have any thoughts or suggestions ?