Newtus, Gr3tta & Medicalfox

I'm having a bad day today. Really low. I've been pretending quite well for a good few days, but I'm struggling today. Because the Drs dismissed my symptoms, I've been dismissing them too. I think maybe if I try hard enough I can dismiss them out of existence. That makes part of me very sad, but it's also mostly working. I've been doing scary things anyway, and keeping busy by helping my parent's with all the Xmas crap that needs doing. I've wrapped all my siblings presents for my parents, even though I hate wrapping, but I just pretend I don't mind it and get on with it. It's not working today, but I'm going to put a funny Xmas DVD on and hopefully pull myself out of it. Must try harder!

*Willow*